so its been a good minute LOL my bad but for me, school and IRL life has always come first I feel persuing a job/field thru college/uni is way more stable than the internet in my current state I'm not really like a personality youtuber who can sustain this me and my channel rely on a very niche part of the pvp community
tldr: been busy with irl life as its more important and stable than the internet in my opinion