"Bro, this core core video is too much" (Part 2)

Go walk in the forest

I don't know what to say

"never go into a relationship when you feel lonely"... well i guess im never getting a girlfriend.

Sometimes i need to cry

Always remember that when everyone abandoned you, Jesus never will God bless you and everyone you know Jesus forgives just repent and have faith in him and you shall be forgiven there is hope for you

dang

Man, just get a bunch of dogs. People suck😂

1 Corinthians 10:13
Every test that you have experienced is the kind that normally comes to people. But God keeps his promise, and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, he will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out

Growing up in foster homes my most precious memories was when I could cry myself to sleep cause the hell and weight of that sadness being forced away from your family against your wishes regardless of how you felt or it affected you broke me to where I dont think of life from my first thoughts etc ..I start my life the day I was tooken from my family..forced to take anti depressants that made me suicidal and I was blessed enough to have had interests that that ended up saving me..I’d write suicide notes over the most minor situations and be so overwhelmed with wanting to end it but I couldn’t understand how I could feel that way knowing there was things I looked forward to that I couldn’t miss..in my case it was a wcw Monday nitro my dad was taking me to a month from that moment so I started trying to make sence of how I could feel that way while knowing I wouldn’t do that and I realized only thing different was the antidepressants so not only do I feel broken and kidnapped from my comfort and happiness I then had to endure the realization that they tried to eliminate me via my own hands..adding to the emptiness I already was battling but just imagining I didn’t have that visit with my dad I so looked forward too ,some kids don’t have those lil lights of hope and some nights only the moon would be my comfort because it was same moon id see when I was with my family so it was all i had to grasp in those darkntimes for the moon like me was empty and alone..but it never gave up on me and was there almost every single night ..i was forced to find my own heaven in the hell i was forced but it’s been 20 yrs since my father passed.. when I was 18 and no longer bound by the juvenile courts I had been so excited to make my own decisions..only to be shot back down less than a year later when my father/best friend passed..bringing me back to foster homes .time that I could have spent with him..now I’m almost 40 and still have an internal rebellion against any authority and it effects me being a productive member of society but that’s ok because I do what I want and I’m free and I’m alive to bike the cool night breeze and smile at the moon for all them times we cried together and I now feel a sence of purpose and the things I went through sort of make sence now as I am a father now and all those sad nights prepared me to make sure to my best abilities he never gos through that sadness and it allows me to be more sound in how I raise him for incase he is ever faced with a situation where he too is left to find comfort ..than I can feel relieved to know that the moon is still there incase he ever needs.. my son Joey is going to be 1 in 2 weeks and he’s my best friend and he will never have to worry about being taken from his family as long as I have something to do about it and it’s so crazy being consumed with all that crazyness for so many years and one day it’s like 20 -30 years later and I have a child and now my job is to be his moon..hang in there I promise it gets better eventually..everyone is important in their own way and everyone has a purpose even though that purpose may seem non existent..someone may need you as much as you need them..having felt that sadness should boost you to stay strong for incase you’re hand is needed to reach out and pull someone out of the mud..I leave you with the deepest words that ever blessed me by a man name Jamey jasta “ What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I had denied”

life is worthless

I hate videos like this. The sole purpose is to perpetuate a weak narrative. It’s a cope fest. You have gained nothing from watching this video. In fact, you’re more sad than you were before watching it. You are the problem. It is your fault. Everything you believe in and do is self destructive. Stop watching these sad cope videos. The only way life gets better is when you take control of it. Feeling sad all day and expressing your emotions will never solve your problems. You’ll just bury yourself in them.

When was last time you cried?

Last time that I cried was probably when I was 6 years old (I am 25 years old now), when I bruised knee after I fell hard on concrete. I cried maybe like 10 seconds and than I thought to myself "Would cry make any difference on the feeling that you are currently in?" or "Would cry make the pain go away?". All the answers were leading to a simple answer "No". 6 years later, my grandma died from cancer and I was 12 years old at that moment. That was my first moment when I lost someone, that I truly loved. At the ceremony, I saw my grandma in the casket. The coffin was open so I came to her, touched her cold hands and kissed her in the hand. Everyone was crying, except for me. A 12 years old boy that didn't release a single tear after seeing someone so beloved to his heart as dead and soulless person. I felt nothing inside me, literally nothing. No sadness, or no grief, just pure emptiness. 8-9 years past by and I am 20-21 years old. My family received a call, that our grandpa died. Everyone was sad about it, except for me. I just felt nothing at that moment. Don't get me wrong, I do understand that seeing or hearing that someone from your family died is a tragic moment in your life. But I kind of felt nothing special, like I felt nothing at all. Just pure emptiness

Currently, I am 25 years old now and I never had a girlfriend or I have never been in relationship, I never had sex, I don't have any friends and I genuinely don't care at all. Like, I never saw those things as a IMPORATANT things in my life. Who says I need those things in my life, in order to be happy? I am doing anything that I want with myself and I live a happy life without those things. If I want to get or do something that I like, than I do that whenever I want it. People seriously think that if you are alone you are going to be depressed. Sure, you will get depressed if you continue think about it this way. Why should you feel depressed as a lonely person? Why should you listen to people that tell you "You should get girlfriend, find some friends, have kids..." etc. Why don't you just live your life the way you want to and not the way someone's tells you? Never consider loneliness as a way to get depression, because that's not true at all. If you seriously struggle with depression, start doing something about it and change some things in your life. Maybe go for a long walk outside, while listening to your favorite music or visit places that you have never visited before. Discover some new hobbies, try different kind of sports or maybe you might get interested into going to gym and build your body the way you always wanted it. Buy new stuff for your house and decorate it as you wished. Maybe get a pet as a company in your life or perhaps buy a plant and watch it how it grows while taking a good care of it

Keep your mind ALWAYS busy with the stuff you like and never think about loneliness as a way to get depression. Your life is priceless and you should make absolute best out of it! I am sure you can do it, take a good care of yourself and the things that you love

I argued with my mom a few years ago because I said her food is horrible.
I wish I knew that was gonna be her last meal to give me before she died in a bad car accident.
I really dont care if anyone tells me it’s not my fault. The thoughts of suicide is taking me over too much, I just feel alone with no one to help me. If I don’t say anything or edit this comment on October 25th, 2024. Im dead, whatever happens to me during this time gap will decline if I commit suicide. I dont love me. I hate and blame myself for everything that happened to me, I feel hopeless.

I always have a worry for my cousin (who'll remain anonymous for privacy reasons) He has been dealing with Substance abuse and su***de for the past 2 about to be 3 years now I've always wish to talk to him in person just for him to get help I just wish for him to seek the bright path of life rather than just walking down the dark path like a zombie slowly rotting away and I just want him to be normal again and never have to deal with su***de or drug use ever again

Men:
🛑 Go to therapy
✅ Watch core core

"Im already invisible"

Im ready to go too

Let me tell you something really quick.

You have come into a divison.

there are 2 paths to take

1 path implies to do nothing, to keep living this way, feeling worse and worse, loosing hope, and drowning in your own darkness.

the 2nd path implies being clena of all of this, implies to be healed, and to rise abvove this inferior version of yourself

the 1st path leads to death

the 2nd leads to life

the 1st path is sinfull

the 2nd path is holy

the 1st path is the world

the 2nd path

is the lord

Even though I try to be funny to people and entertain them, the sad part is that I can’t do that to myself.

Yeah I would not add a fraud who promotes gambling to kids in this video. Looking at you MrBeast

Is it bad that the last time I cried was June 30 2021?

The last one was one that I was needing and I never realized! This video actualy helped me.

My brothers!
Cry if u want but don't give up.
Life is worth living.

I just noticed "It is what it is" is something I say unironically (Ngl my health mentally is shit)

i used to love to play soccer but when i joined the school team i got bullied because I would mess up every now and then but now my mom asks if i want to play soccer again but i dont want to anymore because of it. i refuse to even where any of my soccer jerseys. im sorry for dissapointing you mom.

I feel trapped in my head

Depression if not treated can lead 2 ways eater it drives u kill ur self or it drives to the point that u delete ur emotions and fear of dying just to run away from the problem but the problem is still there and that drives a person to madness and after that some horrible events.

Oh, you guys can literally spy on a deep endless pit of this all I don’t really care. Don’t kill yourself do something with the life you have and that’s not just coming from me because I’m a nice person. I’m actually serious people are dying and you’re just wasting a good lifewatching people suffer around you you complete morons there’s always something better you could do anytime.

The guy with thecrose dragon is my depiction

Same. 💔 (Woman btw) 🙁

All I wish is for someone to actually love me, it's been so long since I felt true happiness, I miss my ex everyday cause she was the only one who made me my true self

I’m really not scared anymore, I’m done running.

Already Broken 😢

The 1st one is actually kinda funny

John 14:6 Jesus answered: I am The Way And The Truth And The Life. No One Comes To The Father But Through Me."

That last one… I don’t know, man. I feel lonely all the time, and I don’t know what to do about it. I want to find the right person, but with how lonely I feel, I don’t know if I ever will with that logic. I want to be loved, to love someone back, to have that connection, that click, but instead I’m just doomscrolling these sad videos of how lonely and depressed other people are just to understand, to be understood, to- I don’t know… I just… I just want to have someone there for me…

last one hit me hard.

Once I came here to cry but now I’ve become numb and I can’t cry anymore

if you try to cheer people up with "god wants you to live" or some other religious BS, you suck.

I cry every time/day and you want to know why is that, it because of depression 😊😊😊

Even if one uses me I want to feel like I'm loved, I want to believe

cried my eyes out to this video, i just, dont feel like i should be alive, and i feel like my body is just, not good enough, i just want a hug man

Young men plz listen to me a 27 yr old who wasted highschool with one girl I assumed was the girl of my dreams fast forward today my new girlfriend will call the police if I try to leave her . The grass is not as green especially when desperate. You’ll find love but when you do you’ll crash out and destroy your life if you are not mindful .. Hell hath no fury like a women’s scorn

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