NA Speaker - Mark L. "The Shake n, Bake, Look n' Cook, Tweak n' Peek, Thump n' Bump, Street Guy"

Thanks Mark- First day clean … this is my first meeting 4/1/22

Defects are gifts used poorly. That was awesome hon!

Very clear

4 months clean. Hanging on. Past few days been thinking about using. Really struggling w basic responsibilities and motivation. I have mental health challenges. Please pray. I wanna stay clean.

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This speaker is exactly what I needed. I am 24 hours clean and that is a miracle for me

Thank you for this message. The Zoom meeting tonight was only attended by myself, so this message was exactly what I needed. Prayers up, Mark. You're an inspiration.

You're right and thanks for speaking

I didn't miss that. YMCA. Lol 😆

Detoxing from drug replacement for herion addiction, these speaker tapes are a saving grace. So grateful in this moment

Beast of a speaker, his message Carries so much depth and weight. The fact that he can do it wile making us laugh is a priceless gift that he uses to give back what was so freely given to him

Man I love this message like wow is all I can say

I'm sitting here alone with zero days clean again. Thank you for sharing your awareness

F*** this "message" and f*** your basket. F*** Narcotics Anonymous

We need new meetings

You made my morning 😂

This is helping me alot thank you

Doing my daily check in

Thank you for your message. This was just what I needed to hear!❤

Day one, after bad relapse. I'm grateful for finding this

29 days clean today ty for these meetings in my higher power in 12 working/walking steps

Thank you for this message. I'm so grateful I got to hear your story.

BITCH IM NOT HOMELESS IVE BEEN AN ACTUAL LIVED IN THE RESIDENCE RESIDENT OF ALABAMA MY WHOLE LIFE SO FAR. THE ONLY MOMENTS I WASN'T WOULD BE A VIOLATION IF YOU WERE LET KNOWN ABOUT CAUSE UH YOURS AINT YOURS UNDER CERTAIN SCRUTINY BUT ARE STILL YOURS CAUSE YOU CANT TAKE THAT AWAY. THAT'S NATURAL BORN GIVEN AND UNDENIABLE

NOW FOR ALL THE THE CHARACTERS PORTRAYING AN IMAGE THAT WAS NOWHERE NEAR HAVING TO PERTAIN WITH ANY SUBJECT MATTER RELATING TO MYSELF PERSONALLY FIRST HAND THROUGHOUT EXTENSIVE TIME PERIODS

AND NOT THE RECENT TURN OF EVENTS WHERE THEIR CHARACTERS PORTRAYING MAKE AN APPEARANCE TO I GUESS BE MADE KNOWN OF WHO THEYVE ABUSED ROBBED SWINDLED AND MADE SOME FICTIONAL CHARACTER COME INTO ITS OWN THROUGHOUT THE YEARS OF CLIMBING INTO THE INNARDS OF CIRCLES OF HUMANS NOT PORTRAYING A CHARACTER.

Just cause those characters PORTRAYING A part they've brought to an existence within ones who weren't faking it throughout the journey so far have trained back ups to save them I'm sure that doesn't make those ones portraying a character god. Their not a deity they were still being absolutely fake and I'm wondering if any of themselves was portrayed in those characters. As in did they mesh the beliefs they developed throughout the years being FAKE in to their "actual" lives or did they bring some of their "actual" lives into the character role they played and just who would be to judge or label or CATAGORIZE THOSE SPECIFICS AND DETAILS THROUGH OBSERVATION

And what qualifies as crossing lines between professional and unprofessional IF ANY and how would anyone know if some justice or consequence if any was made

And quite honestly I don't believe they'd be the levels of existence to seek some "Justice" nor "CONSEQUENCES" for not so admired choices throughout the years of their journeys to those paths that connect at that fork. Or I just went kind of to many steps ahead

Anyhow if all that earned keep through the years was worth DISHONORING AND BETRAYING MY INDIVIDUAL INDEPENDENT ALABAMA BIRTH STATE ISSUED NUMBERICAL THUMBPRINT AN INDIVIDUALIZED SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER LETTING IT BE MADE KNOWN JUST WHO ONE IS. THEN CONGRATULATIONS ON BECOMING A FAKE ASS FABRICATED SELF MADE PERSON IN THE "ACTUAL" REALITY YALL ARE IN.

ID A THOUGHT THE CHARACTER PORTRAYED ACTUAL REALIty they snuck into would be considered the actual reality the characters go back to as if they ain't got a care in the world.

Na meeting so needed for me one day at a time

What's Good I want to give you a s hot out straight out of San Jose Cali been clean only 2months name mama Angel Ms. Jean. Thank you

This is really good. I'm glad I randomly clicked. Chaired a meeting yesterday. God told me in the morning to dumb myself down and just shut up and stick with the program this time. I drifted away for many years on Marijuana mantainence. It's glorious to be back and have a clean mind and body again.

I’m in rehab 30 days clean and I’m trying with everything in me

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Two days clean today. I can do this!!!!

Why is it NA glorifies the lifestyle and members clap for it?

Im grateful

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Going on 3 days no alcohol after 3 rehabs in a row. i was in aa for 2 years 15 years ago and it is mindblowingly lifechanging. Ill be going to a new agnostic aa meeting soon. Im happy because where i live live the very hard to find.

The problem is everyone with a few 24s act like their not in the same boat as someone with less time. They tall the talk but when shit gets real they refuse to go help someone because there scared it might affect their recovery... They talk a good game in public but its a mask. What they do behind close doors says alot. Pornography and lust and lying. Stealing. Gambling. Etc you aint cool unless you let everyone know all the time how many you sponor. All the time. Shits so fake. People are full of shit. The repeat what others before them said and so on and so on. They dont live it. They repeat it. Not all but most

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Coming up on 5 Years…Needed to Hear This!

45 days off weed after 6 years of extremely heavy use. I just blotted everything out. Very glad to hear this message. ❤❤❤

In meetings everyone just repeats what others have said before them. Its so repetitive its annoying. They put on masks in public

Thank you for this working on my step 2

this guys got what I’m looking for

My friend Rob sent me here

Relapsed on glass a month ago and haven’t stopped , this is really helping tho. Pray for me y’all